kwilkinson
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This is a conversation my father and I had over dinner the other night.
Here is my situation: My entire life, I've had a lot of things. I never felt spoiled, but after living in the real world and meeting other people, I realize I had a great life. If any of this comes off as bragging about my family, it is sincerely not meant that way. We have a large house, one of the largest in our town, and a house on a lake for summer travel. We buy new cars instead of used. We just got a brand new boat. Growing up, I got more expensive clothes than most of the people in town. We've had vacations, etc. Okay enough of that, it's obvious that we were well off. It's not like I never heard "no" from my parents growing up, but I realize I had a lot more than most children do.
Upon going to college, I found myself unmotivated. I thought things would just fall into my lap, as they'd always seemed to. I'd had success in sports, school, popularity, virtually everything. I was a hometown hero. When I got to college, I got smacked in the face and after 2 years was very unsuccessful. I knew what I wanted in the future, but I guess I never knew what it would really take to get there. Now I'm going back to college and I will be paying 100% on my own, which is a very scary thing. I have afulltime office job where I work ****** off. I enjoy the success I find in promotions, raises, etc. Unlike in school, I now feel like I'm actually contributing to something. In August I'll return to school fulltime.
Flip over to my girlfriend, and also my best friend. Lish (gf) and Zach (best friend) both grew up very poor in our town. They both had small, rundown houses, didn't buy expensive clothes, stayed in town on spring break, etc. Upon going to college, both of them are doing fantastically well. Zach is a junior and has gotten straight A's all in college. Lish is a sophomore and has gotten straight A's also. The three of us are all of equal intelligence.
My father thinks that he may have done me a disservice by living an affluent life. He feels like b/c Zach and Lish saw their parents struggle to make ends meet every payday, they got the motivation to never want to live like that again. He thinks that b/c my family always had money and in my eyes we seemed to come by it relatively easily, I got the idea that somehow you didn't have to work for it.
Now, I'm not spoiled by any means and I do have a very hard work ethic. I'm an intelligent person who has a lot of potential, so why haven't I reached it? I don't feel like my parents did me a disservice by living an affluent life. I feel like all the blame is on me.
What do you think? Not necessarily about my situation in particular, but in general. I recognize that in my situation the blame is entirely on me, but in general how do you feel about this?
Here is my situation: My entire life, I've had a lot of things. I never felt spoiled, but after living in the real world and meeting other people, I realize I had a great life. If any of this comes off as bragging about my family, it is sincerely not meant that way. We have a large house, one of the largest in our town, and a house on a lake for summer travel. We buy new cars instead of used. We just got a brand new boat. Growing up, I got more expensive clothes than most of the people in town. We've had vacations, etc. Okay enough of that, it's obvious that we were well off. It's not like I never heard "no" from my parents growing up, but I realize I had a lot more than most children do.
Upon going to college, I found myself unmotivated. I thought things would just fall into my lap, as they'd always seemed to. I'd had success in sports, school, popularity, virtually everything. I was a hometown hero. When I got to college, I got smacked in the face and after 2 years was very unsuccessful. I knew what I wanted in the future, but I guess I never knew what it would really take to get there. Now I'm going back to college and I will be paying 100% on my own, which is a very scary thing. I have afulltime office job where I work ****** off. I enjoy the success I find in promotions, raises, etc. Unlike in school, I now feel like I'm actually contributing to something. In August I'll return to school fulltime.
Flip over to my girlfriend, and also my best friend. Lish (gf) and Zach (best friend) both grew up very poor in our town. They both had small, rundown houses, didn't buy expensive clothes, stayed in town on spring break, etc. Upon going to college, both of them are doing fantastically well. Zach is a junior and has gotten straight A's all in college. Lish is a sophomore and has gotten straight A's also. The three of us are all of equal intelligence.
My father thinks that he may have done me a disservice by living an affluent life. He feels like b/c Zach and Lish saw their parents struggle to make ends meet every payday, they got the motivation to never want to live like that again. He thinks that b/c my family always had money and in my eyes we seemed to come by it relatively easily, I got the idea that somehow you didn't have to work for it.
Now, I'm not spoiled by any means and I do have a very hard work ethic. I'm an intelligent person who has a lot of potential, so why haven't I reached it? I don't feel like my parents did me a disservice by living an affluent life. I feel like all the blame is on me.
What do you think? Not necessarily about my situation in particular, but in general. I recognize that in my situation the blame is entirely on me, but in general how do you feel about this?