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Could use some advice on this ... quarter-life crisis alert ... tl;dr etc ...
I currently have what I would describe as a soul-sucking job in the finance industry that I basically got by chance due to the crash and taking what I could find in the aftermath. I call it soul-sucking because it has no connection with my short- or long-term interests, and offers no feasible pathway toward my goals. Because my interests and incentives are unaligned, I'm unengaged, undercompensated, and way underutilized at work. This is not entirely my fault - previous job was like this too but there I had the freedom, if not the mandate, to make it interesting by pursuing independent projects. I'm actually surprised I haven't been laid off from current job because project flow has dried up so much that I literally had nothing to do last week.
I feel like the creative energy of my 20s is slipping away. Sitting in front of a computer doing stuff I don't care about during the day wears me out to the extent that at night I'm not putting in the effort I need to be on either finding a better job or working on entrepreneurial projects. Also my health has declined. I was planning on going back to grad school to escape this situation this fall but it looks like that is out at least for a year.
Given this list of grievances, quitting looks like a no brainer ... but it's hard to give up a decent pay check with nothing awaiting. I've been unemployed in the past and seen how it can damage a resume. Another problem is I'm not sure I'll enjoy working for someone else no matter what the job. I'd like to work for myself but I've experienced failing at that in the past too. And while I have enough $ to get by for a while if needed, I definitely do not have FU money to feel comfortable having no job for a long time.
Ultimately my question is in this situation would you recommend quitting NOW so that I can focus 100% on either finding a new job or starting up something? Or should I suck it up and try to work harder on the next step at nights?
I currently have what I would describe as a soul-sucking job in the finance industry that I basically got by chance due to the crash and taking what I could find in the aftermath. I call it soul-sucking because it has no connection with my short- or long-term interests, and offers no feasible pathway toward my goals. Because my interests and incentives are unaligned, I'm unengaged, undercompensated, and way underutilized at work. This is not entirely my fault - previous job was like this too but there I had the freedom, if not the mandate, to make it interesting by pursuing independent projects. I'm actually surprised I haven't been laid off from current job because project flow has dried up so much that I literally had nothing to do last week.
I feel like the creative energy of my 20s is slipping away. Sitting in front of a computer doing stuff I don't care about during the day wears me out to the extent that at night I'm not putting in the effort I need to be on either finding a better job or working on entrepreneurial projects. Also my health has declined. I was planning on going back to grad school to escape this situation this fall but it looks like that is out at least for a year.
Given this list of grievances, quitting looks like a no brainer ... but it's hard to give up a decent pay check with nothing awaiting. I've been unemployed in the past and seen how it can damage a resume. Another problem is I'm not sure I'll enjoy working for someone else no matter what the job. I'd like to work for myself but I've experienced failing at that in the past too. And while I have enough $ to get by for a while if needed, I definitely do not have FU money to feel comfortable having no job for a long time.
Ultimately my question is in this situation would you recommend quitting NOW so that I can focus 100% on either finding a new job or starting up something? Or should I suck it up and try to work harder on the next step at nights?