This: Then this: lol wtf is this guys problem..sounds like someone that beats his dick with a belt tied around his neck to "punish himself" he sounds like the average tough guy who blames all his problems on getting the fuck beat out of him when he was a kid by his pops/someone else. The truth is he's just been insecure ever since that point. Hell who hasn't been beat up at least once?? heck i've boxed and practiced judo for a long time and i can't count how many time i've been beat up lol who cares?? get over it and get some damn counseling !