Hi there, I found this forum randomly, I am not sure if there are better places to post this, I really don't know where or how to start... I really need different opinions to this topic!!! Hmmm... I'm gay, I knew/found out that long ago, but no one really knows... no one around me that is, also none of those who know me personally. Only few people I met online I told them the truth about being gay. I never say/said not because I'm ashamed or scared or anything but actually because I choose so... I wanted to live as a straight guy...I have NOTHING against gay people in anyway... and I don't hate or anything, I'm really a simple easy going person. I just always dreamed of my life to be in a certain way... I tried my best to shape it so, and I played the part so good, and everything was fine until now! I have a girlfriend that I really love, and she loves me even more but I am not attracted to her sexually at all... I am not sure what I can do now! Should I tell her the truth! Should we try like that, should I let her go, Should I go on lying like I did for the past 14 years or so! I keep thinking, will I be able to deal with that in the future! Again, I am not lying to the girl, I love her, really... but now I am so confused, I always thought love wud be enough but here it comes with a lot of confusion and a big question mark... I have no one to talk to about that, apart from the net, thus I need opinions, advices or anything that can make this a bit easier for me... I mean, I also wonder if anyone experienced something similar to this? pm me if you don't like to talk about it over here... I'll be waiting your replies... p.s... sorry if I posted in the wrong place! I'm new here hello!!!