Spalla´s turned suicide crazy

[SpallaCamiccia]

Not trolling ( never did by the way ) while listening to a Minimoog bassline and a Rhodes piano chords sequence , Motown is alive.

I am depressed as this lately years, lack of illusion , intrussive thoughts about smashing myself at 260 km/h to a wall , want to go back with my exgirlfriend who refuses ( due to her dsm ) to talk with me and let me with a $$ penthouse that I can barely pay. Ruined, no more fancy cars, doors of disco and that inmature stupid behaviours but going deeply Schopenhauer.

Lack of atention due to super stress levels that frustrates my psycology career.

I am turning crazy, no serotonine levels, sleeping too much daily but tired as hell. Perhaps going passive agressive dsm.

This is a joke that the gods are playing with me. Jim Morrison.

 

[robertorex]

is that jose maria escriva?

 

[edinatlanta]

Originally Posted by SpallaCamiccia

Not trolling ( never did by the way ) while listening to a Minimoog bassline and a Rhodes piano chords sequence , Motown is alive.

I am depressed as this lately years, lack of illusion , intrussive thoughts about smashing myself at 260 km/h to a wall , want to go back with my exgirlfriend who refuses ( due to her dsm ) to talk with me and let me with a $$ penthouse that I can barely pay. Ruined, no more fancy cars, doors of disco and that inmature stupid behaviours but going deeply Schopenhauer.

Lack of atention due to super stress levels that frustrates my psycology career.

I am turning crazy, no serotonine levels, sleeping too much daily but tired as hell. Perhaps going passive agressive dsm.

This is a joke that the gods are playing with me. Jim Morrison.

And when you think Spalla couldn't get any better... He goes and outdoes himself yet again. Why must we be so foolish and doubt your powers Spalla? Why?

 

[edinatlanta]

Originally Posted by robertorex

is that jose maria escriva?

you are an astute SOB.

 

[SpallaCamiccia]

Originally Posted by robertorex

is that jose maria escriva?

Yes, the one who showed me the right path and must show more light today on it.

Originally Posted by edinatlanta

And when you think Spalla couldn't get any better... He goes and outdoes himself yet again. Why must we be so foolish and doubt your powers Spalla? Why?

 

[why]

I don't think goading someone into suicide is funny and I don't understand how someone could be entertained by watching a suicide. If you're being facetious then you should edit your posts and realize your failed comedy can still become a tragedy.

 

[LabelKing]

What kind of penthouse is it?

 

[SpooPoker]

Spalla - on a serious note, dont toss that word around lightly. If you are depressed and feel like driving into a wall, you need to speak with a professional, not post on SF. Honestly.

 

[unjung]

A dust can do that to you.

 

[Archivist]

If you are joking, whatever.

If this is serious, don't. It's not worth it, and it will get better. Also, seriously, the effects for the people you behind are horrible. They will spend the rest of their lives suffering from it.
You seem like you are a Christian? Suicide is a sin not because you should be punished for your suffering, but because you should be dissuaded form surrendering to cafard. Suicide is not a solution, it is a surrender to brutality.

 

[Fraiche]

Look on the bright side, you own a penthouse and a car that goes up to 260 km/hr.

Life can't be THAT bad.

 

[SpooPoker]

Originally Posted by Fraiche

Look on the bright side, you own a penthouse and a car that goes up to 260 km/hr.

Life can't be THAT bad.

 

[acidboy]

Originally Posted by SpallaCamiccia

Yes, the one who showed me the right path and must show more light today on it.



if you want more light, perhaps the jesuits can of be more help

 

[SpallaCamiccia]

Originally Posted by SpooPoker

Spalla - on a serious note, dont toss that word around lightly. If you are depressed and feel like driving into a wall, you need to speak with a professional, not post on SF. Honestly.
I went, started an antidepressive yesterday. You all know that I study psycology... you now must know why...

Originally Posted by unjung

A dust can do that to you.
No charlie please.

Originally Posted by Archivist

If you are joking, whatever. If this is serious, don't. It's not worth it, and it will get better. Also, seriously, the effects for the people you behind are horrible. They will spend the rest of their lives suffering from it. You seem like you are a Christian? Suicide is a sin not because you should be punished for your suffering, but because you should be dissuaded form surrendering to cafard. Suicide is not a solution, it is a surrender to brutality.
Yes I am an it≠s deep sin, but who cares about the other possible life if current has failed...My neighbourgh in the same state as me, hanged on the pine we had in common. Was terrible to see it, possible he saved my life last year as I had this same thoughts...

Originally Posted by Fraiche

Look on the bright side, you own a penthouse and a car that goes up to 260 km/hr. Life can't be THAT bad.
Well.. if you are worried about material things, I had another one able to reach 290. Worst bought of my life turned me narcisist. Thanks God I overcomed it on the crisis. I once wrote than everything that has a price, doesn´t worth. I want things that are priceless.

Originally Posted by acidboy

if you want more light, perhaps the jesuits can of be more help

Nope, jesuits are communists. Pope PIO XII the best one, throwed them out by that. I am already very close to an order, as you can see in the avatar. Thanks all, I am a little better today.

 

[forex]

Get some finamore shirts and your life will be peachy again.