I work out a fair bit, and practice bjj and kickboxing, and always suggest exercise as healthy sources of dopamine, but yeah, it's been a few difficult few years.
I don't necessarily want to know about the part that was asterixed out, but I can help with pocket knives. I think that these are very well designed:
The Nine (BBSWCP) - CPM20CV
The Nine a mid-sized EDC with a full blade. Features a traditional profile with modern details for a gentlemen's carry that embraces work without compromising esthetics. Comes in a bead blasted handle and a stonewashed blade. Designed for everyday use. [split] Blade Length: 3.28 inches...quietcarry.com
All good. I just have been seeing a LOT of knives that I like. I’m usually ok at maintaining self control though.
I saw these are getting restocked next week.
Urban EDC Baby Barlow
Drawing inspiration from the #25 pattern size, the Urban EDC Baby Barlow is designed as a compact everyday pocket knife blade that will fit into your jeans coin pocket effortlessly. The updated Barlow handle shape also adds symmetry (a design element Justin Lundquist is known for) and allows it...
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