Ugh, 8 am, and I'm still drunk as a skunk. For what it's worth, I'm 19 years old, there is no way I could realistically believe anyone who I met now would be the person I spend my life with... Wow... no wonder this is so similar. Drop me a PM if you feel like talking about it. Otherwise just a few thoughts: -Easy on the drinking. My GPA dropped almost an entire point after last semester because I got overly reliant on booze. -Use it as motivation to get fit. Working out keeps the depression at bay. -Stay in constant touch with your friends, but do NOT mention the relationship to them. If they want to hear about it they'll say something. Otherwise they'll just get sick of your bitching. -5 months after the fact and there's a girl who's better than my ex ever was. If/when this one ends, there will be another one too. Same thing will happen to you. -Workout some more. It's easier to deal with at first when you look in the mirror and think to yourself "look what the bitch is missing out on now." -Reconnect to the friends and people who you didn't spend enough time with because you were hanging out with the GF. It gives the breakup some slightly positive spin. -Don't get stuck in a self pity hole. They're destructive as a bitch and hard to get out of. Good luck man.