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Actually contemplated sending some of it to my high school girlfriend (kind of like a belated wedding present since she just got married).
When we broke up, I skipped out on something like a 100 debt (and I don't think I paid it back the first summer of college when we started getting it on again). I usually see them when I go home for holidays and I think she could use the money (grad student and all)...
And that whole karma thing
I don't know.
This sounds so ******, but I think it might have partly been the ego trip of going up to the hottest girl in the club and succeeding*. I say this because I thought about leaving once it was clear I could have it, but I didn't. I'd got way too far in by that stage.
The other thing is that our relationship wasn't going very well. I had just moved to a new city to be with her and I expected that her neediness would wane after that move but it didn't. I should probably have called it then, but it'd been one of those relationships where we were often breaking up and getting back together and I'd basically gotten to the point where I didn't see a real break up as an option.
Neither of those are meant to be excuses. Just reflections for myself to think about.
Jesus christ I'm an asshole.
It's very humbling to realise how corruptible I've become.
*not meant to be a humblebrag.