I'll give you guys a little update: I've been trying to keep busy here - I figure that's the best way to take my mind off of things. I came home from school this weekend to take care of some things, but it has been a little boring and therefore I find myself missing her. We talked for two hours on Thursday night when she called. That kind of made me feel better, but also made me re-think things. She also called today and emailed me, though she got mad because I guess I was holding her up. When I talk to her, I forget about all the bad things and think that I'm making a mistake. Anyway, I've been keeping busy like I said. On about 15 minutes notice, I decided to go visit my friend up at his college last night. Didn't meet many girls though.