Thanks for all of the wonderful responses guys - truely insightful and inspiring. Made me feel a lot better. This morning right after getting up, I missed her a lot. I just thought of all the good times that I wouldn't be able to experience with her again. I think I was just lonely. After I got to class (and sat with my SMOKING HOT friend ) and talked to some of my suitemates, I am feeling a lot better. I'm looking forward to starting a new chapter of my life. This is my opportunity to change some aspects of myself - evolve/develop in a sense. Almost like a fresh start.