confused
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im 20 years old. engineering student at the university of michigan - ann arbor. im a junior
right before school started, i got my heart broken. i entered a deep state of depression. i was depressed because i was alone but at the same time all i wanted to be was alone. i locked myself in my room.
almost 3 months later, i try to venture out into the real world. i find myself with no friends. no one to hang out with. no one to call. and no one i can really get back in touch with (they were all her friends apparently)
my life is going to class and then coming back to my room. this needs to stop. but i have always been terrible with meeting new people/making new friends. i know i just need to bite the bullet, put myself out there, and see what happens. i just dont know how.
it seems like all i can do is start going out alone and see what happens. but where to go "out".
on top of everything i feel very weird about it. i have never been out during the weekend with no less than a group of people. and where the hell would i go during the week.....
i dont know.....i am just looking for ideas...ill really appreciate any feedback.
i am not a bad person. im not a "creep", im not weird. im very respectful. pretty decent looking. i just went through a bad phase.
right before school started, i got my heart broken. i entered a deep state of depression. i was depressed because i was alone but at the same time all i wanted to be was alone. i locked myself in my room.
almost 3 months later, i try to venture out into the real world. i find myself with no friends. no one to hang out with. no one to call. and no one i can really get back in touch with (they were all her friends apparently)
my life is going to class and then coming back to my room. this needs to stop. but i have always been terrible with meeting new people/making new friends. i know i just need to bite the bullet, put myself out there, and see what happens. i just dont know how.
it seems like all i can do is start going out alone and see what happens. but where to go "out".
on top of everything i feel very weird about it. i have never been out during the weekend with no less than a group of people. and where the hell would i go during the week.....
i dont know.....i am just looking for ideas...ill really appreciate any feedback.
i am not a bad person. im not a "creep", im not weird. im very respectful. pretty decent looking. i just went through a bad phase.