Just so you guys stop pittying me, wanted to let you know that today I banged the secretary of an opposing lawyer, in her office while he was in court. So I may have acted like a complete fool with this particular chick, but in no way am I depressed by the rejection of this other girl. I didn't see her at the gym today, but I'll probably see her tomorrow or sometime this week. I will act as if nothing ever happened. Not gonna completely ignore her, but will certainly mind my own business. Thing is, this is not the type of girl that sleeps around with guys, so I doubt she went and spent the weekend alone in a house with this dude, who for all we know could be gay or ugly or an old friend. Finally, I think everything happens for a reason, so I'm not sure what I was expecting to happen in a month when she is leaving for a whole year. I think it's better that I didn't go on a date with her now, which probably wouldn't have gone so well given I'm out of my game a little. In one year I will certainly have more money, look better, have more confidence and who knows what could happen. If not, cest la vie. God knows what he's doing and I'm confident he has a plan for me. But yeah, that's me talking after I was rejected, so take it for what it's worth. Would like some advice on how I should act around her when I see her hanging out, though, cause next week we'll see each other at a party where we're both invited.
