I just broke up with my fiancé

So I know this might not be the appropriate place to talk about this or it might be. It's been like this since the summer you know the on and off fighting. We've been engaged now 1 year together for 5 years. Knew her since high school the grew apart. Fast forward 9 years and maybe 8 girlfriends not to mention about 15 hook up chicks we got reunited. I guess deep down she makes me happy and knows how to treat me and at the end of the day that's what really matters. Anyway she's crazy . I mean she'll be cool one minute in bed the next she's looking to start some shit out of no where. All types of shit that it doesn't even make sense. So in the summer I met this real hot girl with this go get yours attitude. Kind of like me but with d cups and a fat ass. Anyway we chatted for a while and you guessed it... Caught out there ahhhhhh !!! Somehow she was tempted to check the phone log online because she's a nut job and found out. Oh well nothing happened. She would have been perfect had I not had a fiancé. Confessed but in reality there was nothing to talk about because I didn't even touch the girl ... Well she stroked my cock but that was it. Ever since then my fiancé has been ready to spit venom and I don't blame her. She's has reason but I didn't do shit. Tonight was really funny . I was cooking and hemming my own jeans as usual and she started acting up. First she suggested I pay for my jobless friend to go to Miami (which she chats to all night on facwbook but i highly doubt anythings going on .... I hope) which I told her would not happen in her wildest dreams. Then she questioned what I do with him when we go out like WTF. She also tell me to relax when drinking wine at my own house at 11:30 so you know. I then told her that she's always looking to catch me doing something. She then said I got a fucking attitude and threw the remote at me breaking it in 3. I told her she got a fucking problem and to just leave and she did. Said shell come back for her stuff this week and I'm serious. I told her to leave before but she always came back because I wanted her too. Now I see she's a fucking bi polar nut job and not sure I'll ask for her back.

I decided to hit the local bar to not have to deal with this alone. So I ask you all what to do ? I'm 30 years old pretty handsome if you ask me. Dress like a trendy hipster on the weekends and like a movie star in the week . Is being single these days bad . I may be weong but I'm just scared I won't bag some hotties like I did in my early 20's. Don't guys get hotter with age like Sean connery ? Lol anyway Is this something I should be looking forward to?

So that's it guys im a piece of suit and that's fine I guess I deserves it. All she did anyway was feel up on me not like I grabbed her hand. What I guy can't talk to a girl with out wanting to "hit that" . For the record she is a nut job even before the summer. She made me do it with out a question and half of you hers would have left her too if you had the balls too but I see way too many guys put up with way too much shit

Yeah I Fu king drunk so what I'm an adult and handle my own . I turn to no one for fucking help so if I want to get drunk after my fiancé attacked me I have every right to. Anyway I bought her a 10g ring straight up cash just to shut her the fuck up. Figure it would buy me 2-3 years until I knew what to really do. Her friends seem to think I'm such a nice guy which I really am had she not been a crazy fuck this would have all worked out In a perfect world. Hold on fellas some chick needs to talk to me for some reason.

Listen for someone who just drank half a bottle of rose it ain't that bad