Hey Timberland-- Thanks for responding. I just recently started suffering from what would be considered "depression" in medical circles. It actually started during the 3rd week of December, shortly after finals. During this time I was having chest pains, which I suggest were a byproduct of anxiety attacks. They were pretty horrible as I thought I was having a damn heart attack, which gave way to further sentiments of "impending doom." In the following two weeks the chest pains subsided, but I started having mood swings, which effected my energy levels. For example, I would often just lock myself in my room and watch TV for hours. Eventually the episode(s) would abate and I would go about my day as usual--appetite would also return. Now that I'm back in school, I would say that my condition has improved somewhat. I say "somewhat" because, my episodes are shorter, but they've changed. Instead of having sentiments of sadness/despair, I now feel as though my body goes into fight/flight mode for no apprent reason-- perhaps because I can't stop thinking about this whole ordeal? I don't have suicidal thoughts or any intention of hurting myself, but I am afraid that this first occurance of depression could give way to such deplorable actions-- in addition I occasionly fear the possibility of suffering a mental breakdown. I should mention that I've always been an extremely healthy person (mentally/physically), so perhaps this has intensified this whole situation. I've always had an optimistic outlook (at least personally) on my life, so I'm almost ashamed of sharing my own story. Finally, I should mention that I've taken a pro-active stance by making dietary changes slowly, taking several supplements-- multivitamins, fish oil, vitamin b complex and st. johns wort for the last two weeks. I've even began to socialize further, a concept that sadly became foreign to me. I know I should be sharing this on a different forum, but it feels damn good to get this off my chest. Plus , I now know what I'm going to say when I start attending talk therpay sessions on campus

. PS. Sorry if this post is a bit hard to follow, English is not my first langauge.