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Spalla´s turned suicide crazy

post #1 of 60
11/29/10 at 5:06pm
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Not trolling ( never did by the way ) while listening to a Minimoog bassline and a Rhodes piano chords sequence , Motown is alive.

I am depressed as this lately years, lack of illusion , intrussive thoughts about smashing myself at 260 km/h to a wall , want to go back with my exgirlfriend who refuses ( due to her dsm ) to talk with me and let me with a $$ penthouse that I can barely pay. Ruined, no more fancy cars, doors of disco and that inmature stupid behaviours but going deeply Schopenhauer.

Lack of atention due to super stress levels that frustrates my psycology career.

I am turning crazy, no serotonine levels, sleeping too much daily but tired as hell. Perhaps going passive agressive dsm.

This is a joke that the gods are playing with me. Jim Morrison.
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post #2 of 60
11/29/10 at 5:16pm
is that jose maria escriva?
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post #3 of 60
11/29/10 at 5:16pm
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Not trolling ( never did by the way ) while listening to a Minimoog bassline and a Rhodes piano chords sequence , Motown is alive.

I am depressed as this lately years, lack of illusion , intrussive thoughts about smashing myself at 260 km/h to a wall , want to go back with my exgirlfriend who refuses ( due to her dsm ) to talk with me and let me with a $$ penthouse that I can barely pay. Ruined, no more fancy cars, doors of disco and that inmature stupid behaviours but going deeply Schopenhauer.

Lack of atention due to super stress levels that frustrates my psycology career.

I am turning crazy, no serotonine levels, sleeping too much daily but tired as hell. Perhaps going passive agressive dsm.

This is a joke that the gods are playing with me. Jim Morrison.

And when you think Spalla couldn't get any better... He goes and outdoes himself yet again. Why must we be so foolish and doubt your powers Spalla? Why?
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post #4 of 60
11/29/10 at 5:17pm
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is that jose maria escriva?

you are an astute SOB.
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post #5 of 60
11/29/10 at 5:20pm
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is that jose maria escriva?

Yes, the one who showed me the right path and must show more light today on it.

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And when you think Spalla couldn't get any better... He goes and outdoes himself yet again. Why must we be so foolish and doubt your powers Spalla? Why?
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post #6 of 60
11/29/10 at 10:30pm
I don't think goading someone into suicide is funny and I don't understand how someone could be entertained by watching a suicide. If you're being facetious then you should edit your posts and realize your failed comedy can still become a tragedy.
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post #7 of 60
11/29/10 at 10:32pm
What kind of penthouse is it?
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post #8 of 60
11/30/10 at 12:48am
Spalla - on a serious note, dont toss that word around lightly. If you are depressed and feel like driving into a wall, you need to speak with a professional, not post on SF. Honestly.
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post #9 of 60
11/30/10 at 12:55am
A dust can do that to you.
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post #10 of 60
11/30/10 at 1:35am
If you are joking, whatever.

If this is serious, don't. It's not worth it, and it will get better. Also, seriously, the effects for the people you behind are horrible. They will spend the rest of their lives suffering from it.
You seem like you are a Christian? Suicide is a sin not because you should be punished for your suffering, but because you should be dissuaded form surrendering to cafard. Suicide is not a solution, it is a surrender to brutality.
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post #11 of 60
11/30/10 at 1:49am
Look on the bright side, you own a penthouse and a car that goes up to 260 km/hr.

Life can't be THAT bad.
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post #12 of 60
11/30/10 at 1:50am
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Look on the bright side, you own a penthouse and a car that goes up to 260 km/hr.

Life can't be THAT bad.

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post #13 of 60
11/30/10 at 2:01am
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Yes, the one who showed me the right path and must show more light today on it.



if you want more light, perhaps the jesuits can of be more help

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post #14 of 60
11/30/10 at 9:32am
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Originally Posted by SpooPoker View Post
Spalla - on a serious note, dont toss that word around lightly. If you are depressed and feel like driving into a wall, you need to speak with a professional, not post on SF. Honestly.
I went, started an antidepressive yesterday. You all know that I study psycology... you now must know why...
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A dust can do that to you.
No charlie please.
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Originally Posted by Archivist View Post
If you are joking, whatever. If this is serious, don't. It's not worth it, and it will get better. Also, seriously, the effects for the people you behind are horrible. They will spend the rest of their lives suffering from it. You seem like you are a Christian? Suicide is a sin not because you should be punished for your suffering, but because you should be dissuaded form surrendering to cafard. Suicide is not a solution, it is a surrender to brutality.
Yes I am an it≠s deep sin, but who cares about the other possible life if current has failed...My neighbourgh in the same state as me, hanged on the pine we had in common. Was terrible to see it, possible he saved my life last year as I had this same thoughts...
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Look on the bright side, you own a penthouse and a car that goes up to 260 km/hr. Life can't be THAT bad.
Well.. if you are worried about material things, I had another one able to reach 290. Worst bought of my life turned me narcisist. Thanks God I overcomed it on the crisis. I once wrote than everything that has a price, doesn´t worth. I want things that are priceless.
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if you want more light, perhaps the jesuits can of be more help
Nope, jesuits are communists. Pope PIO XII the best one, throwed them out by that. I am already very close to an order, as you can see in the avatar. Thanks all, I am a little better today.
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post #15 of 60
11/30/10 at 9:34am
Get some finamore shirts and your life will be peachy again.
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