In the past two or three weeks I've kind of spiraled out of control. I stopped drinking on Friday and have been dry since. Had some fairly bad withdrawal symptoms until this morning...now, I'm just jonesing. Went to an AA meeting last night with a good friend of mine, who has been going for years, and found that a lot of it resonated. I think it's time for me to give it up.
I suppose I'm happy I realized it has gotten out of hand.
I await Harvey's "You're a pussy" comment.